Thursday, September 11, 2008

Update

Sorry for the delay in post - I just now have internet and this will have to be quick because I'm not feeling very well. Went in, contractions, terbutaline didn't work, dilated a bit more - but able to leave cerclage in for now. Magnesiaum Sulfate started. Has had to be increased which makes it a bit of a wicked ride. I get used to one dose and they increase it slightly. But Spot is okay, can't eat or get out of bed, and haven't been up to shower in a couple of days - but we're trying to hand tough. Worst side effect is the blurred vision and muscle weakness which makes typing this a job, LOL! I just can't seem to focus my eyes right now on the higher dose of Mag - but hopefully we won't stay there long. Things haven't changed at all in the last 8 hours and I feel incredibly blessed. Got the speech from the NICU guys today - tried to zone most of it out to keep my sanity. But I realize what may be around the corner. Sorry for the rambling - my brain is mush. Thank you so much for all prayers and good thoughts are so appreciated. I'm hoping that this is weaned down soon and that there are no more changes.

51 comments:

Cibele said...

Thank you so much for the update. I was so worried about you. I glad that you are able to hold on for longer. You are almost 28 weeks mu friend! every day is a victory. Rest and take care of your self. HUGS

Cibele said...

I'll be praying for you

electriclady said...

Hang in there! Will be thinking of you.

andnotbysight said...

I'm so glad to hear you're hanging in there. I'll be praying!

Kathy said...

Sara - you are doing awesome, girl, you and Spot are such troopers! Keep hanging in there, and I am praying that however things unfold in the coming days and weeks, you will either have Spot in your arms or at least be able to kiss her little cheek as the NICU does it's thing. Hugs to you!

Mazzy said...

prayers, prayers and more prayers... plus lots of hugs. ;)

CJ said...

Don't ever apologize for the delay in updating your blog. The more important thing is getting well. So girl, don't worry about it. I hope little spot stays in your belly. You and your family are in my prayers. Stay Strong!
Hugs!

Miss said...

Thank you for the update. I'm still praying for you!

Mandy said...

Hang in there! I am praying for you and spot. You are both fighters!

Debz said...

stay strong - thinking of you.

Martha@A Sense of Humor is Essential said...

I'm thinking of you all, thank you for the update. You are wonderful, amazing, and LGS and DH are incredibly lucky to have you. Hanging in there with you with my best wishes, thoughts, and prayers for Healthy LGS and Mommy too. ((HUGS))

Chastity said...

Thanks for the update! When you feel like it, keep us updated, and when you don't...don't worry b/c we'll all be here when you're ready. Hang in there!!

Heather Moore said...

Hang in there. The mag is miserable but does an amazing job! Continued prayers.

Irish Girl said...

Mag is no fun. Hang in there and know I'll be thinking of you and hoping all continues to go ok! Hang in there!

Tara said...

Glad to hear an update. Will continute thinking of you and sending good wishes your way.

Aunt Becky said...

Sending you all kinds of love and light.

Emily (Apron Strings) said...

Sara, thinking and praying for you and Spot. Big hugs to you ...

Two Shorten the Road said...

You are in my thoughts. Hope Spot stays in there a while longer!

Tracy said...

I've been worried about you, too...I'm glad for the update, but sorry you are having such a rough time of it. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

twinboysmom said...

Hang in there!! The mag is no fun but you'll get through it! Thinking of you and your little Spot!

Beautiful Mess said...

Prayers are coming your way from me! Hang in there the best you can!
-Hugs,
D

May said...

Ugh... Mag. Blech. It does work wonders, though. Best of luck to you and Spot.

HereWeGoAJen said...

Oh, good. I've been worried. I am glad things are hanging on there. Tell Baby Girl Spot to hang in there. You are doing a great job. Hang in there.

Anonymous said...

I may just take up praying. I hope all the changes since you posted are to the postive.

Anonymous said...

hi, I'm a friend of Meredith's and have been reading your blog every now and then. You have been through quite a trip! And have maintained such good spirits through what sounds like really hard stuff. Don't be too hard on yourself if you crash emotionally when you can finally take a breath. I had my son in February at 27 and a half weeks in an emergency c-section. He was growth restricted, in the -1%, due to a poorly functioning placenta. He spent his whole third trimester in the NICU and is now completely healthy and growing and developing right on cue. He is a big boy, babbling next to me as I write. Did you know that preemies tend to be exceptionally good looking? (once they come to term, they blow the full-termers out of the water if I do say so myself). Really, it must be the universe's way of making up for the rough start. They also seem to be quite the group of hams. I'll bet the NICU guys didn't tell you that. If you want some good blog addresses of preemie moms let me know. (susannabluhm@yahoo.com. --or if you want to ask questions to someone who's been through this). You really are prepared and your little girl is in good hands. You're going to be a great mom.

KH99 said...

Thanks for the update. You three are always in my thoughts, and I hope they are able to get everything calmed down so that Spot can have a few more weeks inside.

AwkwardMoments said...

I am so glad to hear from you. I am praying and thinking of you!
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you and spot are in good hands

Erin said...

Thanks for the update. Thinking of you and spot.

MissNoAngel (find me on Twitter) said...

Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking about you. ((hugs))

Sully said...

Pulling for you Sara! Sending hugs and prayers your way. Stay strong.

I Believe in Miracles said...

Praying, praying, praying!!!
Hang in there sista...

Anonymous said...

Praying for you, Dh and Spot. Send Good Vibes and prayers your way!

Anonymous said...

even when wacked out and scared you make jokes, I adore you. I am hoping like hell you get as much time as spot needs. I'm crossing everything over here, and its not so easy when you're as big as I am right now ha ha.

On My Mind 24/7 said...

Thinking about you! Hang in there.

Candi said...

You are in my prayers. I know that is really all anyone can do for now...but if there is anything you need, please let me know. Spot is a fighter and there's no way she's stopping now!

nancy said...

okay, you continue to hang tight. Ugh, the mag sounds terrible. ~hugs~ all around!

Geohde said...

Hoping that Spot stays in, but hoping if things come to pass that little Spot does just brilliantly. Like her mother.

J

Meghan said...

You are doing such an amazing job taking care of little Spot. I know she'll be as tough as her mom whenever she graces us with her presence (of course, I'm still hoping and praying that we hold off on that a bit)

Thinking of you

A - said...

You and little Spot are in my thoughts, as always. Hang tight.

Jen said...

Sara, hang in there, you are both doing great. Every day in you is 2 less in the nicu, stay strong, I know how much the mag sucks. I met a gal today that has 4 children. One born at 31 weeks (6 yrs old), twins at 25 weeks(5 years old) and one more at 27 weeks ( 8 months old). All of them were great, one of the twins wears glasses, but they were all healthy and strong.

battynurse said...

Sending so many positive thoughts and wishes your way that things hold on a bit longer. Hugs to you.

Jill said...

Bless your heart...you're laying up in the hospital with blurred vision and you're sweet enough to update us! Thank you...you have been on my mind a lot this week.

Praying for you and Spot...

Love ya, girl!

Lost in Space said...

Thinking of you and Spot, Sara. I am glad you are hanging in there. I wish things were not so hard, but you are doing an incredible job with everything. Much love.

Anonymous said...

Hey There Sara!

I'm so sorry you are having to go through all this! The mag sounds awful!

Just know we are all thinking of you and praying for your little girl! I know she is going to be a tough cookie, just like her mom no matter when she decides to finally come!

Keep us updated if you can!

Hugs!

Jen said...

Thinking of you all!

Soapchick said...

Praying for you and Spot! Hang tough Sara!!!

sarah23 said...

I'm hoping and wishing and praying for you guys!

Yetty said...

Sara, I haven't stopped praying for you & will continue to pray that God will give you a glorious testimony. Hang in there baby.

kaaron said...

You are soooo in the T&Ps!

Becca Daws said...

So glad to hear you are still hanging in there! My hubby and I are praying for you. You and Spot are very strong and very brave!

Hugs!

Anonymous said...

I'm hoping no news is good news...