UPDATED for SATURDAY: My Mag is off and I got to eat some pudding and graham crackers! First real food since Monday night. I am elated! Still looking icky due to the no shower in days or getting out of bed - but heck at least if I have to be stinky - I'm a stinky woman who is still pregnant, LOL! My husband only had the camera there because we were worried we might want it if our little girl decided to come during this stay and scare. We wanted to have a camera to take some photos of our little one when she first arrived if need be. Looks like we won't be needing it for that purpose today. I've just taken a dose of procardia and am keeping my fingers crossed that having the Mag turned off and the procardia restarted is going to hold these contractions at bay. Today is a good day. You can tell by our smiles I think.
Thank you so much for all of your thoughts and prayers. It might be pregnancy hormones - but my eyes well up and I get teary eyed reading each of them. You are all appreciated more than you will ever know. Since Tuesday things have been a little rough, but I think we're making some improvements!
Tuesday after nothing seemed to make the contractions stop with the terbutaline or procardia - my OB decided to try to do Mag Sulfate to see if we could prevent us from dilating that would require removing my cerclage and labor progressing. I'm was basically a finger dilated - but it was the rate and intensity of contractions that they were concerned about. I had a nice regular labor pattern going on. As I mentioned, we did the loading dose which runs over 20 minutes. The first 10 minutes of the Mag load is okay - then the next 10 minutes makes you feel like your veins are burning from the inside out and everything else as well, even your esophagus burns. Then when they start you out at the lower dose that runs as a continous drip you actually feel good for the first 30 minutes because it is less than the loading dose was. But then the cumulative effect of the drug begins to catch up and your vision blurs and your muscles get weak. You can't lift your legs too well, and moving around in bed becomes difficult. Usually the baby has less movement as well on the fetal monitor. Our crazy little girl must have forgotten to read the baby owner's manual though because she actually got more active on the Mag! Everyone was a little shocked. But I was like, "That's my girl!"
About 3 hours later they increased my dose because I was still contracting and they were trying to do everything to prevent thing from changing. I thought I felt bad on the initial dose of Mag - but the higher dose makes speaking sound slurred and swallowing difficult. That's why they don't let you eat or drink anything on Mag other than some ice chips if your OB is feeling generous. Mine was so I got some ice chipts which was like heaven when you are so hot from the medication. Contractions eventually began to die down a bit the next day. We then began talking about weaning things down further because you can't stay at the higher doses of Mag for too long, due to harmful effects on mom and baby. Spot didn't seem to mind increaseing doses - it just made her more active! Like I said- our little girl didn't get the memo on how babies should act on Mag - but that is actually a good thing. It was a sign that she didn't seem to be too effected by what was going on out of utero!
Things were soon weaned down on the Mag when the contractions started to die down. Today I'm on the lower dose but doing much better since we 're at the lower rate. Spot continues to look well, and hopefully when the Mag is almost gone I can have some clear liquid diet and get rid of my foley. Next when things are done with the Mag I think that they will let me up to use the bathroom and have some real food! Things may seem to be looking up and I am almost in disbelief. I feel so blessed that four days later on Mag, we're still pregnant. I may be hungry and not smell too well - but who the heck can care. My husband has grown to hero status in my eyes as well as my mom who has seem me at some pretty low moments and have helped me get through them all.
So I'll try to update later tonight if the internet cooperates. Things have been stable for several hours now and I am feeling very positive and optomistic. I would do absolutely anything for this little one and I hope that the powers that be all things to go as beautifully as they have. We are blessed beyond my wildest dreams. And again - thank you so much for all of your support. I honestly think that there is power in good thoughts and prayers - you have helped us all. Meredith - thank you so much for helping me get that other post out there - you have come to mean so much.
52 comments:
great news thanks for the update.
tell spot to remember to bring that baby owners manual with her... not to leave it behind like mine did. you are going to need it....hang in there...i think of you constantly.sam
That is Your Girl! Go Spot! Hip, hooray for LGS, so much like her Mom! I hope you get your package soon, it has lots of (((Hugs))) included.
You and Spot are nothing short of a miracle.
You are both so strong.
Keep it up. You are amazing.
Thank goodness! I've been doing drive-by reads on my Reader and haven't had much time to comment, but I'm so glad to read that you and Spot are doing better. Way to go, Spot, for staying so active! (((HUGS))), Sarah. You're doing such a good job.
I'm glad things are going better. I am still praying for you and Spot.
I am so glad to you hear you and Spot are both doing so well! Mag is no fun, from what I've heard from everyone who has ever had it. You are a trooper. Spot is lucky to have such an amazing mom! Keep it up, Sara! You're doing a great job!!!
That is wonderful! I am glad things are getting better! I've been worried about you. Even Matt has been asking if you are okay.
You are doing terrific. I'm sure it is hard to stay tough when your body is taking such a beating.
Rock on Spot. So proud you both for being so strong...
Thanks so much for the update! You are such a trooper, hun...strong beyond words. :)
Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of and praying for you, spot and hubby. *hugs*
Way to hang tough, girl. Keep fighting the good fight! I'm here cheering you on!!!
Sending you positive thoughts and prayers - stay positive!
Great job, mom! You and Spot are doing great! Continued thoughts and prayers. I hope your uterus decides that that mag was all it needed to keep in line!
So glad they are weaning your mag down and that things are still doing ok. Still thinking of you and hoping you can get a bit longer.
Good news Sara, there's a lot of positive energy coming your way. The mag is awful, but does it's job. Just picture Christmas time with your baby girl. It will be awesome!
I am in awe of what a strong woman you are and what you are going through for your baby. It will be absolutly worth it when you hold that baby girl. I will continue to send positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Tammy
You and Spot are my heroes. Seriously.
I'm so proud to know you, and I'm thinking of you all.
Now SPOT, you LISTEN to Your Aunt Becky, who needs you to STAY put for a couple more weeks. Then I will spoil you senseless.
gulp. Sob. I'll say it again: you too are quite a team. I've got you in my thoughts.
This made me so happy to read. I've been thinking about you guys all day. You are Spot are amazing! And yeah, like Edie and Ella said, have her bring that instruction manual--mine forgot hers too!
What great news! So glad to hear the update.
That's fantastic news. Here's hoping things stay fairly quiet in there and Spot gets to hang out for a bit longer.
Thinking of you.
I'm so sorry you've had to be on mag, but so very glad things have calmed down. So, sounds like maybe you're following my path again - fantastic labor pattern contractions but not much change to the cervix as far as dilation? I hate to say I really hope that's the case...it is miserable, scary and horrible but if your cervix doesn't dilate, Spot can hang in there for a lot longer.
Have they done a FFN test? They became such a God-send for me...if it was negative, I didn't have to take any contraction stopping drugs. Glorious!
I'm thinking of you both every day!!
I am so so Happy to hear that you are doign okay. Spot will be so proudo of you! She a miracle my friend. I hope you get even better soon! HUGS and hang in there
Sara, you are truly amazing!!! I'm glad to hear such a great update and love that Spot is being so active. You have a true go-getter on your hands.
You and Spot will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
You hang in there, Spot too! You are doing a great job. As always you're in my thoughts and prayers. {{hugs}}
Yay Spot! She's just as amazingly strong as her Mommy & Daddy.
So glad things are looking up. I'll continue to keep you in my prayers ...
HUGS!
ps. I had to laugh at the mention of a "foley." Seriously, how many people besides nurses or those that work in health care know what a "foley" is?!
Thankyou for the update Sara! I continue to pray for you and little missy!! Hang in there Mommy!!
It's great to hear that you guys are making some improvements...any improvement is a blessing right now. You are awesome...so much more positive than most would be in your shoes. Spot must feel that too, b/c she really doesn't seem to be too affected by anything. You're doing wonderful!! I smile every time I see you've posted.
Sara, I am glad today is a better day. You are in my thoughts! You and bouncing baby girl are amazing!
Jennifer W.
Hey Sara~
Glad everything is turning the corner and going in the good direction. I was away and was happy to see the recent update when I got home earlier...stay strong!
Glad to here things are quieting down!
What wonderful news!! And checking another week off the calender in just 2 days!! Huzzah!
Hey, girl! You really look awesome, shower or no shower! I'm so glad to hear Spot didn't get the memo. Feeling her move must be such a comfort especially under all of that stress. You are still in my prayers that Spot stays in her comfy pool of bliss for several weeks/months more.
Whew! I had my whole church praying for you through an e-mail I sent out. I'm so glad to see that things are looking better. You are amazing, as always!
You look good for someone who hasn't bathed in days!
I'm so happy everything is calming down. I have been praying for you guys. That baby girl of yours is tough, just like her Momma!
Thank you for updating, girl.
Love ya!
YEAH I am so glad that you got to eat something!! Still praying and sending all my happy thoughts your way!!!!!!
What a wonderful update, thank you! I'm so happy that you continue to feel better and Spot continues to say where she is :) I'm still keeping you all in my prayers and good thoughts! Take care!
Well, don't know about the smell but you're still looking very pretty!!!!!!
Anyway, I'm gonna send you an email soon. Reply me whenever you can ok? No rush.
Spot is already a superstar and everybody's rooting for her! You go, girl!
And Spot mummy's such a fighter!
(((((hugs)))))
I'll take you stinky too!! Just as long as Spot stays in there and keeps growing!!!
I'm so glad that the mag is off and that you got to eat. And for the record, you look 100 times better than I do just waking up in the morning (even if I had a shower the night before).
Keep up the good work Spot! Stay put for a nice while longer!!!
OMG, where have I been? I am so sorry to just be reading your last couple of updates. I am so glad the mag is off and you are eating some semi-real food. Hope things went OK this weekend. I guess you are close to 28 weeks now? That is great! Remember, every week counts, but so does every day. You're doing great!!!!!
Holy shit. I have heard how horrible mag is, but you explaining it like that, well - you are a hero too!
Now I want some pudding.
So glad that you are hanging in there! I can't imagine what the mag feels like - but gosh it sounds so dreadful... but I know that you would go to the ends of the earth to buy more days with Spot in utero... Keep up the great work! It is so emotional... (I can tell you I cried every day I was in the hospital, but the weeks got a little easier on the psyche and somehow we got where we needed to be.) You've come such a long, long way!
So thankful that things are looking up and that you and Spot are ok. You are already an incredible mom!
Am really, really late to this party but glad to hear you've been weaned off the dreaded Mag and Spot is still gestating where she should be. What's a little shower compared to that? Still, I'll bet crackers and pudding never tasted so good. Got my fingers crossed for a smooth passage from here on in.
Thank you so much for you sweet words. I can't believe you are even able to think about me and my woes at a time like this! I'm so glad that things have calmed down. You amaze me, Sara!
I'm glad to hear Spot is still hanging out on the inside! Hoping all continues to go well!!!
Hallelujah! I'm so glad to hear that things are improving. You are such a strong woman and that has undoubtedly passed on to your daughter. Here's to continued success!
Hang in there sweetie. I can't stay away from getting your updates. If you don't mind my asking; you look like you lost some weight (dumb comment now that I think of it. Sorry). Take good care of you girl; u're always in my prayers.
You are truly blessed- not only with a strong little girl, but with a wonderful cheery outlook on everything! I know that is what's getting you through the rough times. Way to go- great news that things are looking better!
I love the picture, you both look beautiful and it's good thing we don't have Smell-O-Vision on our internet connection. I just wanted to see how you are, thank you for the photo. Take care and I thought of you when I heard Hall and Oates song, Sara Smile today! (yes, I am almost as old as dirt ;oD)
Awesome news my friend. Stay in a little longer Spot!
Mag Sulfate + Pregnancy = Bedwetting. Yet, I never even cared... Happy ICL Week :)
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