Exhausted

Thank you so much for your kind thoughts for our little girl. She is holding stable for now and gaining a tad bit of weight so that is truly a great thing! The last few days have been a roller coaster. For some reason I'm having some problems with some delayed uterine bleeding. My OB prescribed some methergine that I have been taking the last few days. I'm having some postpartum bleeding and feel like I've been hit by a mack truck. Brynn is being a trooper and trying to gain some weight and I'm trying to hold my own at the same time. I think the reason I feel a little shaky is that my nutritional status hasn't been the greatest since the delivery for the reasons that you already know. I want so much to be there for our little girl, but I feel so exhausted because I'm run down myself. Tomorrow is a whole new day and I can't wait for some new beginnings for us all. We're waiting to see if things slow down or if I need some outpatient surgery so we'll see what Monday brings. So I'm spending most of the last few days pumping and supplementing with some formula for Brynns's feedings. The most important thing right now is that Brynn continues to gain weight and have her renal and liver function tests improve. My stuff can wait a few more days and we're just hanging tight for now I could honestly care less if my stuff needs to take a back seat for a few more days - I just want Brynn to do well, you know? I think it's just a matter of time before we are all home and stable I can't wait for us all to be able to look at our Christmas tree and just lay around an be lazy bums with some Christmas carols playing in the background. That'll be a great day indeed!